T.E. LAWRENCE (16 August 1888 - 19 May 1935)
And how beguile you? Death has no repose
Warmer and deeper than the Orient sand
Which hides the beauty and bright faith of those
Who make the Golden Journey to Samarkand.
When the great markets by the sea shut fast
All that calm Sunday that goes on and on:
When even lovers find their peace at last,
And Earth is but a star, that once had shone.
All that calm Sunday that goes on and on:
When even lovers find their peace at last,
And Earth is but a star, that once had shone.
JAMES ELROY
FLECKER
Eighty years ago today the archaeologist, soldier and
writer, Thomas Edward Lawrence, known as Lawrence of Arabia, died following a motorcycle accident on a quiet Dorset lane close to his cottage, Clouds Hill.
Brough SS100 "George V" RK 4907 |
END OF SERVICE
T.E. Lawrence took his discharge from the R.A.F. on
Monday 25 February 1935 in front of his Commanding Officer, Pilot-Officer J.F.
Manning, who later became Air Commodore Manning. During the day, Lawrence wrote
to Trenchard’s successor, the then current Air Chief Marshall, Sir Edward
Ellington, giving his thanks for the forbearance he had shown in allowing him
to complete his twelve year service. It was of course unusual for a humble
airman to contact his Chief in this way and the moment was not lost on
Lawrence:
‘Not many airmen, fortunately, write to their Chief of Staff
upon discharge,’ he wrote, adding, ‘I’ve been at home in the ranks, and well
and happy...So if you still keep that old file about me, will you please close
it with this note which says how sadly I am going? The R.A.F. has been much
more than my profession’.
The next morning, Manning and a few colleagues, military
and civilian, gathered at Bridlington harbour-side to see Lawrence off. He was
wearing his familiar civvies of sports jacket and flannel trousers which were
held in place at the ankles by bicycle clips. He had knotted a checked scarf at
his neck and had tucked the ends into the front of his jacket. It was a crisp
sunny Tuesday and he had a plan to cycle south to his old R.A.F. college at
Cranwell and then onto Bourne in Lincolnshire to meet Frederick Manning, an
Australian author Lawrence admired. Cambridge was also on his route where he
could visit an old friend, Sydney Cockerell, Curator of the Fitzwilliam Museum,
and where his brother Arnie lived with his wife Mary with their eight year old
daughter, Jane. And then to Dorset and his cottage, Clouds Hill. It would be a long journey over a few days and he was keen to
be on his way, partly to start eating up the distance, but mostly to face the
dreaded moment that would severe him from the service that had been his home
and refuge for the past twelve years.
Unbeknown to him he was heading for a
conflict with press reporters and photographers keen to discover his future
intentions. His hoped-for sanctuary was about to be shattered.
When he eventually reached Clouds
Hill, he found the place besieged by the ‘press hounds’, as he called them. He
immediately escaped to London and found lodgings in Waterloo, South London,
under the not-very original name of T.E. Smith. After writing to Churchill to
call in a favour he enlisted the help of Esmond Harmsworth, Chairman of the
Newspaper Proprietors Association, to help persuade the press people to leave
him alone. ‘If they agree to that,’ he wrote to Winstone, ‘the free-lancers
find no market for their activities.’
Clouds Hill - An earthly paradise |
A BRIEF TASTE OF LEISURE
It took a couple of weeks before his plea to be left alone was actioned
but by the evening of 26 March he was back at Clouds Hill, now peaceful and deserted except for his
solitary neighbour, Pat Knowles. This is where his books were,
twelve hundred of them, each read at least once and worth reading again, and a
gramophone to play music on. At last, perhaps this could be his refuge, a
sanctuary from fame.
The finishing touches to the refurbishment of his cottage
kept him almost totally absorbed in its planning and execution over the coming weeks but he admitted to
friends that he still needed time to heal the physical and emotional exhaustion
he felt after his demanding role in the RAF, the wrench of its termination and
his recent confrontations with the press. With those latter troubles now
successfully dealt with following his approach to Churchill and Harmsworth he
replied to Lady Astor on 8 May turning down an invitation to Cliveden during
which she believed the reorganisation of the national Defence Forces would be offered to
him by influential fellow guests that included Lionel Curtis and Stanley
Baldwin:
‘No wild mares would not at present take me away from
Clouds Hill,’ he wrote. ‘It is an earthly paradise and I am staying here till I
feel qualified for it. Also there’s something broken in the works as I told
you: my will I think.’
He continued to write to his wide circle of
correspondents, a mixture of bleak resignation regarding his situation and
upbeat delight in his surroundings and in those simple tasks that went towards
creating his own idiosyncratic home – a one man home he called it. Projects for
the future were stored away until leisure time allowed them to be given the
attention they deserved. Not that Lawrence did not feel slightly adrift in his
new found circumstances, as this letter to the artist Eric Kennington
illustrates:
‘You wonder what I am doing? Well, so do I, in truth.
Days seem to dawn, suns to shine, evenings to follow, and then I sleep. What I
have done, what I am doing, what I am going to do, puzzle and bewilder me. Have
you ever been a leaf and fallen from your tree in autumn and been really
puzzled about it? That's the feeling.’
(TEL to Eric
Kennington, 6 May 1935)
13 MAY 1935
Then just as abruptly as retirement had interrupted a life once
so full of action, and without sufficient time to enjoy his new-found leisure,
he was thrown over the handlebars of his powerful Brough motorcycle on Monday 13 May whilst trying to
avoid two errand boys on bicycles who were approaching him out of a dip in the
road close to his cottage. Lawrence lingered in that place between life and
death for six days before finally surrendering his fragile hold on life and he
died on Sunday 19 May 1935, one last ‘Sunday that goes on and on,’ as his
friend the poet James Elroy Flecker had written. He had experienced true leisure for less than twelve weeks.
Lawrence's friend Sir Ronald Storrs, one-time Oriental Secretary
in Cairo and Military Governor of Jerusalem, was with him on the 21 May when
they prepared him for his burial. His eloquent description of those final
moments is worth recounting:
‘I stood beside him lying swathed in fleecy wool; stayed
until the plain oak coffin was screwed down. There was nothing else in the
mortuary chamber but a little altar behind his head with some lilies of the
valley and red roses. I had come prepared to be greatly shocked by what I saw,
but his injuries had been at the back of his head, and beyond some scarring and
discoloration over the left eye, his countenance was not marred. His nose was
sharper and delicately curved, and his chin less square... Nothing of his hair,
nor of his hands was showing; only a powerful cowled mask, dark-stained ivory
alive against the dead chemical sterility of the wrappings. It was somehow
unreal to be watching beside him in these cerements, so strangely resembling
the aba, the kuffiya and the aqál of an Arab Chief, as he lay in his last
littlest room, very grave and strong and noble... As we carried the coffin into
and out of the little church the clicking Kodaks and the whirring reels
extracted from the dead body their last “personal” publicity.’
(P. 531
Orientations, Storrs)
THE JOLLIEST THING ON WHEELS
Lawrence wrote a long letter to Robert Graves
(28.6.27) in which he corrected passages of Graves’ draft biography of Lawrence
and offered information to help the fledgling writer complete the project. In
it he stated his love for his Brough motorbike, the aptly named Boanerges, or
‘Sons of Thunder’, which he described as ‘the jolliest things on wheels’. In
doing so he provided his own epitaph, explaining his craving for speed
and boasting of not harming anyone else in its pursuit:
‘Put in a good word for Boanerges, my Brough bike,’ he
wrote. ‘I had five of them in four years, and rode 100,000 miles on them,
making only two insurance claims (for superficial damage to machine after
skids), and hurting nobody. The greatest pleasure of my recent life has been
speed on the road. The bike would do 100 m.p.h. but I'm not a racing man. It
was my satisfaction to purr along gently between 60 and 70 m.p.h. and drink in
the air and the general view. I lose detail at even moderate speeds, but gain
comprehension. When I used to cross Salisbury Plain at 50 or so, I'd feel the
earth moulding herself under me. It was me piling up this hill, hollowing this
valley, stretching out this level place: almost the earth came alive, heaving
and tossing on each side like a sea. That's a thing the slow coach will never
feel. It is the reward of Speed. I could write for hours on the lustfulness of
moving swiftly.’
It was a fitting epitaph that aptly described the instrument
and the manner of his passing.
We are the
Pilgrims, master; we shall go
Always a little further: it may be
Beyond the last blue mountain barred with snow,
Across that angry or that glimmering sea,
White on a throne or guarded in a cave
There lives a prophet who can understand
Why men were born: but surely we are brave,
Who make the Golden Journey to Samarkand.
Always a little further: it may be
Beyond the last blue mountain barred with snow,
Across that angry or that glimmering sea,
White on a throne or guarded in a cave
There lives a prophet who can understand
Why men were born: but surely we are brave,
Who make the Golden Journey to Samarkand.
FLECKER